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Posted by: The Sandman on 2008-06-29, 01:59:59
Its hard to stop abusing on your own, get support from your family, go to the gym, if you go to the gym you are going to feel energetic and you will feel great, you will also get the chemicals out of your system. Getting support from your family or somebody that you love very much works as motivation and as a shield from drugs. Also dont think about the "high ", think about how you felt the next day or the after high, I used to do a bunch of drugs myself, Extasy, tweak, cocaine, marijuana, shrooms, you name it. Fortunately I am over that, and the past is the past, although I do have memory problems from time to time, what stopped me from doing drugs, was my family, they all sat down with me and discussed my problem without letting me know about it, I didnt even know that they knew I did drugs, since then I started thinking about my life, my girlfriend that I love so much and about my future children, I do not want them to have a drug addict father, I lost my father when I was 4 years old, and I know what its like not to have a father, so I do not want my children to experience that. Try to do keep yourself busy the whole day, remember, iddle hands make the devils work, try to get a full time job, and after that go to the gym or get addicted to something else that is healthy or at least not as bad as a drug or alcohol, for example, I got addicted to video games, all I do is play video games, go out with my girlfriend, have fun and free my mind. I have been clean for about 3 months I believe and believe me I feel GREAT! I feel confident of myself, my skin looks way better, my hair everything changed, I love how my body looks now, believe me, being clean and free, is a better "high " than what that drug does to you, it just feels so great. I really hope that you can stop using, that substace only drains your life, and its not really worth it, think about it, think about your future children, think about how your mother must feel, how would you feel if your children were addicted to drugs, do not get me wrong here, I am not pointing any fingers or trying to make you feel guilty, I just want you to feel bad about what you are doing so that you will stop. I wish you the best of luck friend, and remember if nothing works, try going to a local church, God can free you and cleanse you, and if religion does not work, try going to rehab voluntarily, only YOU can change yourself, you are the only one that has the power to say NO. Hope this helps, friend. I will pray for you. God bless. |
