Meth

Question: Cross dressing and meth abuse?

(Posted by: drakethelegend on 2010-08-20 10:38:16)

Please don't flame or make fun of, this is a very serious question. Okay I don't want to take too much of your time, but basically I dabbled in cross dressing for a while, and then I got hooked on meth for a while too. Anyways, I ended up mixing the two together, and it was the most incredible sensual seductive greatest feeling I've ever felt. I liked that the meth opened up the bizarre and strange side of sex that I was afraid to partake in without meth. I masturbated a lot while I would cross dress, steal girls panties, etc, and I even sold a gun for cheap and bough 200 dollars worth of female clothes, but then I returned some of them for more meth. I've been clean for exactly 35 days, but it's so hard. Sometimes I lay in bed at night and I try not to think about it, but then I think about how much the rush was wearing panty hose or panties while on dope, and I feel like I have to go buy more women's clothes. But my questions are these: 1. Can I crossdress without using? 2. How can I stop wanting to crossdress, if I want to stop? 3. Is meth and crossdressing tied together for me? I know this is very personal, please don't flame and thanks for any advice.

Posted by: Paul B on 2010-08-20, 10:43:11

Hey that sound pretty cool you should record it and put it on you porn.Some guys will probably jerk off over that stuff (barf)

Posted by: *~Sandra V~* on 2010-08-20, 10:46:41

It is an addiction and needs to be treated as such. And if you do not stop the addiction progresses into places that you never knew you would go so that you will feel the first high that you got, many loose everything until they reach the bottom before they stop.. Get some support and tools!

Posted by: Miss Dana on 2010-08-20, 10:50:16

1) I think you need to find a deeper reason why you want to cross dress. It should have nothing to do with using a drug but from a choice within. 2) If you really like to cross dress then why would you stop? There is nothing wrong with it. 3) Meth is just bad period as most drugs are. IT WILL RUIN YOU. I think if you just find an open partner who likes you for you and what you're into sexually, then you will find a happy ending. PS: Look into your local fetish scene for like minded people.

Posted by: Dakota on 2010-08-20, 11:22:16

First off, congratulations on being 35 days clean. I can not imagine how hard that was for you. You chose life and the smart thing to do. Secondly, I'm sure you know there is absolutely nothing wrong with cross dressing. Everyone has something that they're into and this just so happens to be your thing. I'm not sure however if the cross dressing will interfere with the meth. One habit usually is tied in with another, like morning coffee and a cigarette, or work break and a cigarette. If you feel that you can resist the temptation of meth while cross dressing, I suggest you give it a try, but if the urge is too strong I think you should refrain from cross dressing and seek professional help with your meth problem. Why would you want to stop cross dressing if you enjoy doing it? Unless its bringing meth back into the situation. If you'd like to quit doing it for those reasons, or others.. I suggest getting into something else you're interested in or seeking help to stop. Like I mentioned in the first question, you will have to find out for yourself if they are tied together. If you dabbled in cross dressing without the meth at first, why not remember the enjoyment you had without the drug. As previously mentioned, if the temptation of meth comes across you while cross dressing, I suggest you stop and seek help to prevent the urge to want to drug. Then maybe continue with the cross dressing once all is well. Number one is, you've come 35 days. That's an achievement! You should be very proud of yourself, some people give up all together and let the drug take over. Getting yourself clean was very wise of you. Best of luck and continue being the best you can be!